I Forgive You.

Dear Prince Douche,

I am writing this because I need to forgive you for everything you did to me in order for me to move on to bigger and better things. Because of you, I am pushing away great guys in my life because for some reason, I think they are going to end up just like you. Guess what, I am done thinking that because I am about to forgive you for everything. I want to literally punch the stupid out of you, but I can’t do that without going to jail, plus I would be there all day kicking your ass because that is A LOT of stupid. I am done, Prince Douche, I am.

I forgive you for saying that I was a problem and that I should fix my personality. I forgive you for changing who I was. I forgive myself for letting you change me. I forgive you for all those times that you called me a “bitch” just because I disagreed with you and stated my own personal opinion. I forgive you for calling me “stupid”, “dumb”, “no common sense”, “idiot”. I forgive myself for believing you. I work my butt off at college and I have a great GPA that has landed me a lot of rewards and scholarships, so I am not as stupid as you think. I forgive you for all those times that you made me walk back to my place by myself in the middle of the night. I forgive myself for not calling my friends to come pick me up because I was too ashamed that you refused to give me a ride. I forgive you for not even caring if I got back safe or not. I forgive you for all those times that you yelled and screamed at me when I never even deserved that behavior from you. I forgive you for cussing me out multiple times. I forgive you for calling me a “bitch” just because I had my own opinion and disagreed with yours. I forgive you for making me miss church because you didn't like certain people who went there. I forgive myself for allowing you to have that control over me. I forgive you for making me walk out of church that one time because you had a little fit because one of my friends gave me a high five. I forgive you for calling me a “show off” just because I got awards. I worked my butt off for those and I deserved them. I forgive you for calling me a fake Christian. I know I am not perfect, but I know that Jesus is my Savior. I forgive you for saying what you said about my parents, honestly, you can fuck off about that. I forgive you for that time you almost left me at Waffle House.

Most importantly, I forgive you for calling me ugly. When you told me that I was the ugliest girl you have ever dated, I should have kicked your ass right then and there, and I forgive myself for not doing that. I forgive you for calling me fat. Sorry that I don’t look like the porn stars that you love to watch every night. I forgive myself for being that I was ugly and I was fat, when in reality, I am not. I forgive you for saying I am worthless. I forgive myself for believing it. . I thought you would change, like you said you were, but you never did. I forgive you Prince Douche, but most importantly I forgive myself.

I will say sorry about a few things. Sorry for what I said after I found those text messages on your phone. I am sorry for calling you an asshole, even though I believe you are. Well, that is pretty much all I have to be sorry for.

Prince Douche, I hope you have a great rest of your life. I can promise you one thing, I will never date you again and I will never talk to you again. I didn't deserve anything you put me through, and you know that. You are an ass. You pretended to be a Prince at the beginning, but then you turned into such a douche bag... hence the name that I gave you, Prince Douche. This is my final goodbye to you. I forgive you, Prince Douche. Now I am moving on with my life and I am going to go find my Prince Charming. GOOD BYE.

Sincerely,

A girl that you lied to.